world of connie

My Highschool Friends come together this day

2008-09-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

last september 6, 2008, Im having really great time seeing my friends on highschool days again ..
we have very funny moments together reminiscin the times we had during highscool days...
but sad to say we are still not complete during this gathering due to some of them are soo busy.
We drink ang laugh together.

Im looking forward to happen this special gathering again and hopefuly all of my friends can come.

,xoxo
+epion+
(gOod giRL gOne bAd)

23 Things Girls Want Guys 2 Know

2008-07-06T04:20:00.000-07:00

1.We Love when you cuddle with us

2. A kiss on the cheek is a deffinite yes

3. We want you 2 put your arms around us at the movies

4. We don't care if you are the strongest guy in the world .

5. Size dosent matter so don't tell us

6. We don't always look our best so get over it .

7. We shouldnt have to plan everything

8 . Were always ready to talk so call us

9 . Were not perfect so deal with it

10 . We love surprises

11 . The little things you do mean the most

12 . Were not always giny gine

13 . We can Like boy stuff 2

14 . Cursing and Fighting dont impress us

15 . Dont be mean to us to get our attention

16 . Dont tell us who is hot because we dont care

17 . We can tell when your not listening so listen ^

18 . When we say we are cold , thats our invitation to come closer .

19 . Hugs mean more sometimes

20 . We need you advice sometimes so dont be afraid to give it 2 us .

21 . Tell us how you feel

22 . Dont go with us if you dont like us

23 . We want you 2 feel the same thing we feel .

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2007-11-28T16:17:00.000-08:00

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2007-11-24T18:03:00.000-08:00

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2007-11-23T11:26:00.000-08:00

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2007-11-20T02:14:00.000-08:00

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ONCE UPON A BROKEN HEART

2007-11-12T03:51:00.001-08:00

The Beu Sisters - ...

Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend

There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end

And I never believed fairy tales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you and now that I’m here with you
Just look at the sunshine in you

Showed me a world I had never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away

And I never believed fairy tales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you and now that I’m here with you
Just look at the sunshine in you

Showed me a world I had never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

This is a way a fairy tale feels
This is the way I know it's real
‘Cause this is the way a broken heart heals yaaaaaeeeee

And I never believed fairy tales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you and now that I’m here with you
Just look at the sunshine in you

Showed me a world I had never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

A FRIEND'S PAIN

2007-10-10T18:51:00.000-07:00

A Friend's Pain

we met when we were sixand we've grown togetherwe said we would be friendsalways and forever
but when we became freshmenthings started to changeyou had made many new friendsour friendship would never be the same
i knew we were growing further apartit seemed as though you didn't carebut i didn't want to lose your friendshipand you knew i would always be there
so as the skool year endsand we say our final good-bye'swe bump into each otherand you just stare meeh straight in the eyes
no words left your mouthand none seemed to be leaving minei try to say somethingand you just walk away

MIXED EMOTIONS :D

2007-10-10T18:33:00.000-07:00

Mixed Emotions

Temptation where you are caught in the middle of desires I think is the hardest part.
Not being able to chose is destroying my life and breaking my heart.
What's wrong? What's right? What am I feeling? Is it love, is it lust, or is it something I like based only on sight?
It's something you'll never know inless you share your thoughts and let what's truely inside of you begin to show.
This is something I learned the hard way. I kept my feelings bottled up never saying what i thought I should say.
How this hurt me I don't know where to start, but all I can say is that it ripped a huge hole in my heart.
I don't want this to happen to you. Life is to short to be wasted and to sweet not to be tasted.
The best advice I can give to you while you're feeling mixed emotions is follow your heart it will tell you what to do

My Best Friend

2007-10-10T18:28:00.000-07:00

My Best Friend

Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
SHe listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interupt me,
Or tell me I was wrong.
She understood what I was going through,
And promised she'd stay long

I reached out to this friend
To show her that i care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there

I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And realized that this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but my mirror.

Infatuation ♥♥♥LOVE♥♥♥

2007-09-28T06:37:00.000-07:00

I miss you, I miss you,

I think so much about you!I wanna spend time with beautiful you.

I wanna carress all that is you.I cant think of anybody else but you.

I only have dreams and aspirations about you.

I feel love only for you.I gotta have my fix of you.

What the hell am I gonna do without you?

How can I manage my thoughts without you?

Where will my heart find a new passage if I dont have you?

Where am I going just thinking of only you.

My mind is not flowing properly without you.

My senses are failing when you're not around.

My heart is slowing beating if not around you.

I love the feeling of just being with you.

Why can't we be together ?

Just me and you ?

Where do we really stand ? Just us two ?

I'm lost without you, Got no idea what to do without you!

Got nobody to love without youWanna find my direction when I know I have you.

I wanna feel special as I do when im with you.

Can't you see ? Its just these feelings that you've left with me.

I can't help it but feel; I gotta love you more than anyone can see.

Can't think straight without me knowing you're my soulmate.

I can't imagine my life without you.. now I've met you.

Dam Im so stuck on just you and only you.

My love , My passion , My energy just spent thinking about you !

Thats how I feel about you. I love you !

I want you!I want us to be more!I can never imagine more!

Do your turn and please close that door.

So my face and feelings hit the floor gently.This is my fate and it feels the ways its meant to be.

all i want for a guy ..

2007-09-23T03:08:00.000-07:00

Friendship Poems

2007-09-20T03:27:00.000-07:00

Friendship Poems

Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.
Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.
Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

FRIENDSHIP FOR GRANTED - (INSPIRING MOTIVATING SHORT STORY)

2007-09-12T18:45:00.000-07:00

FRIENDSHIP FOR GRANTED - (INSPIRING MOTIVATING SHORT STORY)

NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM.

When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form......flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship.

Under all this, the pillar of true love stands......and that's our life. Love, not words win arguments...

Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes.

Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed.

Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves.

When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough edges and creating new curves here and there, we cannot see the real person underneath our work. All we see is the illusion we have created. That is denying the person's real identity and is disrespectful.

It's much better for our friends and for ourselves if we drop our expectations and illusions, and accept them all just the way they are.

Whether we realize it or not, everyone we know is very special to us.

The most important thing to remember is... Always appreciate the friends that you have.

A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.

The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care.

2007-09-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

Sweet Love Story
From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

aLL aBout me

2007-09-09T01:39:00.000-07:00

I'M Connie.

There isn't much to say.
16 years of age.
I'm not fake.
I am complex, crazy,
and self-consicious.
Unlike most people,
family does mean much to me.
I've tried to care.
But in the end,
I just found out
that they don't care.
So why bother?.

I have friends.But very few true friends.

My mind is not an open space.
It is filled with many thoughts,
hopes, and dreams.

I make the worst first impressions.
I probably come off as a ignorant,
annoying bitch.
I'm only a bitch if I don't like you.
Which doesn't happen a lot.

I'm not the you-get-what-you-see kind of person.
Many people have told me that I'm not what I seem

Overnight Vigil for Jesus

2007-09-09T00:50:00.000-07:00

during our youth night vigil it was a wonderful experience although it was so tiring. I met new friends during that night. It was my first time not to sleep all night. on that night there are a lot of activities held. we sing an worshiping song for god .. it was very fun ...

song called girl

2007-09-08T17:32:00.001-07:00

Is there anybody gone to listen to my storyAll about the girl who came to stay? She’s the kind of girl you want so muchIt makes you sorry;Still, you don’t regret a single day.Ah girl! girl!She’s the kind of girl who puts you downWhen friends are there, you feel a fool.Didididi..When you say she’s looking goodShe acts as if it’s understood.She’s cool, cool, cool, cool,Girl! girl! [was she]When I think of all the times I’ve tried so hard to leave herShe will turn to me and start to cry;And she promises the earth to meAnd I believe her.After all this times I don’t know why.Ah, girl! girl!She’s the kind of girl who puts you down when friends are there,You feel a fool.When you say she’s looking good, she acts as if it’s understood.She’s cool, cool, cool, cool, girl! girl!Was she told when she was young the painWould lead to pleasure? Did she understand it when they saidThat a man must break his back to earnHis day of leisure? Will she still believe it when he’s dead? Ah girl! girl! girl!

hello

2007-09-08T09:14:00.000-07:00

testing from connie